A Response to January 6, 2021

My shock and anger while watching the insurrection and attempt to decapitate the U.S. government at the U.S. Capitol on January 6 have turned into dragon-fire anger and steely determination. The future of American democracy is at stake.

I’m angry at those who planted and fed poisonous weeds of hatred and insurrection. I’m angry at elected officials who broke their oath to uphold the Constitution, enabling and inciting insurrection. I am angry at all who discounted and therefore enabled the damage Donald Trump was causing American democracy. I’m angry at those who still spread the lie that Donald Trump won the popular vote. Sixty judges disagree with you. Stop tearing our country apart and fomenting civil war. America is too great to let you destroy it.

The Scorpion and The Frog

Do you remember the story Trump told during his first presidential campaign about a charitable woman and a poisonous snake? The poem by Oscar Brown, Jr. is based on one of Aesop’s fables. In the original, a scorpion asks a frog to carry it on its back across a river. The frog doesn’t trust the scorpion but agrees to do it. In the middle of the river, the scorpion bites the frog even though this means both will die. The dying frog protests what the scorpion has done, and the scorpion replies, “You knew I was a scorpion when you let me climb on your back. Why are you surprised that I’m killing you?”  

Those who voted for or propped up the current occupant of the White House owe this country an apology for putting him on our nation’s back. He told you in word and deed that he is a scorpion.

Either you did not believe your ears and eyes, or you thought his poison would spare you. You may have thought certain policies and the appointment of judges were worth his vile, racist, anti-democratic, and corrupt character; but you were wrong. You thought his abusive treatment of women, denigration of a reporter with cerebral palsy, and treatment of Gold Star families ought not to be given credence as signs of a deep and dangerous pathology. You were wrong.

Poison from this scorpion threatens the life of America as we know it. Now that we see where he has led us and how fragile our democratic system is, America needs all of us to be an anti-venom ridding our national body of the poison he unleashed upon us.

All Enemies, Foreign and Domestic

The American Experiment has been threatened before. From the War of 1812 (when the U.S. Capitol was last breached), to Secession and the Civil War, World War II, the Cold War, 9/11, and international and domestic terrorism, previous Presidents have honored their vow “to support and protect the Constitution of the United States of America against all enemies, foreign and domestic” (from the Oath of Office sworn by all elected officials and military service members of the United States).

However, instead of fighting current threats to our country from foreign and domestic enemies, Donald Trump has encouraged them. From “good people on both sides” to “stand back and stand by,” to his words on January 6 he protected and encouraged the beastly forces trying to destroy the American form of government. He fanned their fires, and they will still burn after he leaves the White House. The riot on January 6, 2021 ripped away the curtain, exposing these officials, individuals, groups, militias, and movements for what they are: an accelerating attempt to foment insurrection and overthrow American democracy and the United States Government.

Even if many of the 74 million people who voted for Donald Trump’s re-election couldn’t imagine Donald Trump would encourage a violent insurrection, the warning signs were in the open, cheered on by him and his sycophants:

  • Attacks on public health officials, governors, and state capitols,
  • Threats against election officials and poll workers,
  • Reduced national focus on cyber-security
  • Lies claiming widespread voter fraud,
  • Proliferation of White Nationalists groups and militias.

Words matter.

Yelling “fire” falsely in a crowded theater is not protected as “free speech” because it can cause death as people stampede to the exits. Lying under oath is a crime because truth is essential in the pursuit of justice. Our personal experience tells us that words can either escalate conflict or calm tensions. They can cause distrust or greater understanding. Taunting words can lead to fistfights and bullying can lead to suicides. Words can also bring about forgiveness and reconciliation. Never underestimate the power of words.

Conflicting Images

I will never forget the images of armed men and women in the Senate and House Chambers, the woman shot while breaking the House Chamber, the man with his boot on the Speaker Nancy Pelosi’s desk, the man carrying the Confederate Rebel flag through the Rotunda, insurrectionists beating a police officer on the steps of the Capitol with poles wrapped in the American flag, men wearing shirts that celebrate the Holocaust as they walk through the Capitol. These are not people who revere democracy. No matter what their occupation, they are thugs, racists, anti-Semites, right-wing Christian zealots, and insurrectionists. Their goal was not to save but destroy American democracy.

On the other hand, two other images from the week give me hope. The first is video of Capitol Police Officer Eugene Goodman walking backwards up a majestic marble staircase Wednesday afternoon with only a nightstick in his hand. It appears that he is being chased by a mob of Proud Boys with poles and firearms who might kill him. Later, America learned he wasn’t retreating but courageously leading them away from the still unsecured Senate Chamber. (See video here) This provided enough time to evacuate the Chamber and for officers to prepare for the invaders. He saved the lives of senators, staff, and their families. His courage inspires me to be courageous, too.

The second image is a photo of Congressman Andrew Kim (D-NJ) picking up trash in the Rotunda during the wee hours of January 7 left behind by the rioters. Saying that he was horrified by their desecration of the sacred symbol of American democracy, he filled dozens of trash bags with water bottles and soda cans. (See photo) When morning came, he put on a clean shirt and resumed his legislative business. Kim’s humble dedication gives me hope.

A National Reckoning

One of the men seen in the Senate Chamber carrying a bundle of plastic ties acknowledges plans to capture and assassinate the Vice-President and congressional leadership. At least one police officer died from injuries suffered while defending the Capitol, another lost an eye, and others suffered head injuries. One of the officers bludgeoned by rioters on the Capitol steps had a mild heart attack during the beating. This was not a protest. It was an act of domestic terrorism.

This is not yet a time for healing, although that will come. This is not a time for singing Kum-Ba-Yah and holding hands with people who participated in an insurrection. It is a time for honesty, contrition, accountability, and courage. Twelve generations have shed blood on behalf of the U.S. Constitution and protecting American democracy. Additional blood was shed in its defense last week. We owe them and previous generations a debt to protect what they have protected on our behalf.  

The time has come for a national reckoning. We must hold rioters and insurrectionists accountable. Violence, hate speech, rioting, insurrection, assault, vandalism, and murder are never acceptable. We must be clear-eyed, honest, and courageous. Courageous as we reach out to family and friends with whom we disagree. Courageous in identifying rioters to the F.B.I. Courageous in acknowledging our mistakes and asking forgiveness.

Communicate your gratitude to elected officials who upheld the Constitution, in Washington, D.C. and elsewhere. Pray for elected officials, as well as their staff and families. Pray for our country. Pray for the in-coming Administration and legislators. Tell the truth. Treat people respectfully on Facebook. Withdraw from QAnon websites, Parler, and other sites where lies and hate proliferate. Reduce the time you spend on social media.

Do not return evil for evil. Do not bear false witness against others either on-line or in conversation. Be honest and respectful. Seek understanding. Help those in need. Be kind.  

The events of the past week are a clarion call for us to make American democracy stronger and more resilient. With courage and hard work, we will bring forth a more perfect union from the wreckage of the insurrection. America’s future is at stake.

A Chocolate Coronavirus Christmas

As the United Kingdom began vaccinating people against the coronavirus, the U.S. diagnosed its thirteen-millionth case of the virus. Tears of joy and grief mingled. Hope and despair created a sense of whiplash in my heart. While listening to the news, I was trying to fold beaten egg whites into melted chocolate to make a flourless chocolate cake. The recalcitrant chocolate seemed as slow to incorporate egg whites as my soul was in blending hope with the sorrow that swirled in my heart.

I need hope. I need a light to shine in the darkness. I need flourless chocolate cake.

Making a flourless chocolate cake (click here for recipe) has become my metaphor for 2020. The beaten egg whites create lift when folded into the dense bittersweet chocolate. The stark white of the eggs eventually becomes so incorporated that it blends in and transforms everything into a lighter, fudgy, silky creation. I need the light of hope to do something similar with the dark and bitter times of 2020. I need the hope of a new creation on the other side.

Folding egg whites into melted chocolate, butter, and sugar

I need that hope because the whiplash and suffering continue even as vaccines become available. In the past week, Congress passed a relief bill that brought hope to hundreds of millions of people, but the President has refused to sign it. Therefore, over 14 million Americans lost their enhanced unemployment benefits this morning and more than 40 million become eligible for eviction this week. Just before I hit the publish button on this post, the President finally signed the bill. It’s good news and more whiplash.

Holding onto hope in the face of such interminable tragedy, injustice, and loss is really hard. I need my egg whites to transform the chocolate and bring forth goodness. I need a light to clear away the darkness.

The light shines in the darkness and the darkness did not overcome it. (John1:5)

Like finding hope, folding egg whites into melted chocolate is counterintuitive. If you push it too fast, you lose their transformational effect. You have to be patient and gentle. The egg whites don’t permeate the chocolate all at once (see the picture above), so you shouldn’t give up hope that you’ll succeed. It takes time. You have to persist and trust the process you’ve been told to follow. Eventually the light prevails.

“The light shines in the darkness and the darkness did not overcome it” (John:5).

That’s why, when my husband and I decided to spend Christmas by ourselves this year, I decided to make another flourless chocolate cake. I noticed again how the dark chocolate seemingly resists the egg whites as strongly and resolutely as 2020 resists glimmers of hope. Nevertheless, I persisted.

Then I prayed as I stirred. I prayed a Christmas prayer that light and hope will enter our lives and bear us up. That love will shine in the darkness and bring good from all that is happening. Patiently and gently I folded the eggs and chocolate together, making space for light to transform the heavy darkness. Little by little, the alchemy happened and something miraculous was created again.

Mary and Jesus, India

It may seem odd for a flourless chocolate cake to remind me of the Christmas message, but the Christmas message is odd, anyway, don’t you think? The Creator of the Universe loves humanity so much as to become human? To be born as a vulnerable baby to poor parents under an oppressive government? The Divine becomes incarnate in human flesh and lives among us?

If we believe that, we might as well say that God is present in the suffering of patients who gasp for breath and the medical staff who care for them, in the black and brown people killed by government and the people who work for change, in the families who wait in food lines and those who carry it to them, in all who are lonely or grieve during this pandemic and those who provide comfort.

Believing that God became human and that our lives matter to the Holy One takes a stretch of the imagination or an opening of the heart. Yet this is the meaning of Christmas. And if “the hopes and fears of all the years” are born in Bethlehem, then I suppose it is alright for me to see them in my mixing bowl, as well.

SUNRISE, FLORIDA – An aerial view shows vehicles lineup to receive food provided by the food bank Feeding South Florida and given away by the City of Sunrise. The groceries include milk, chicken, apples, tomatoes, cantaloupe, and eggs. (Photo by Joe Raedle/Getty Images)

I need Christmas and chocolate cake to help me see that God is even now folding hope and courage into our lives. God is even now helping us create something good, true, and wise from what is happening. God is helping us even now to feed the hungry, care for the sick, welcome the lonely, mend broken hearts, and create a better future. Together, we will will help God bring justice and compassion to a world torn by chaos and injustice. Good will triumph over evil and life over death.

The light shines in the darkness even now, and the darkness cannot not overcome it.

Happy Christmas.

Open My Window, Birds Still Sing

“Comfort, comfort, ye my people,” says our God.
Those who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength,
they shall mount up with wings like eagles,
they shall run and not be weary,
they shall walk and not faint.

Isaiah 40

When Sarah Jarosz sang “open my window, birds still sing” from her new song on NPR’s Morning Edition last week, I felt like a mother eagle had flown into my COVID-19 heart and carried me on her wings. “Up In The Clouds” is a poignant, joyful, reminder of hope in the COVID-19 era. (Hear Grammy-nominated Jarosz’s “Up In the Clouds” and her interview with David Greene here.) As we stare into the next surge of Coronavirus, let us notice our resilience and celebrate the birds that still sing.

Month after month, we kept going. We cleaned pantries and garages when the pandemic began, baked bread, put Teddy Bears in windows, planted gardens, and drew with chalk on sidewalks.

In the beginning, we stitched thousands of masks at our kitchen tables and gave them away for free. We thanked essential workers for risking their health on our behalf. We eagerly awaited summer so we could be outside the confines of our home.

We closed our businesses. Cared for our sick. Buried our dead. Learned how to worship, meet, and chat on Zoom. We have been resilient.

And yet, the Coronavirus is not finished with us yet. More isolation and sorrow await us this winter.

Like the Psalmist, we plead for a word of hope, “How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever?”

“Open your window,” says the Eternal One. “Birds still sing.”

All is not lost. There is still love. And goodness. And God who, like a mother eagle, catches us when we fall.

Squirrels still bury nuts in my garden, and my chickens still lay eggs. Eyes smile above face masks. Snow sparkles today on mountain peaks. Vaccines will come in the new year.

Birds still sing. Beauty is still being created, music sung, and laughter heard. Wrongs are still being righted, broken relationships mended, people comforted, hungry folk fed. A world is still being born.

This pandemic will mark us for the rest of our life. Some of us will bounce back quickly. Others will take a long time to fly again. Some will be gone.

Those who make it through will say when facing a new challenge, “If I made it through the Great Pandemic, I can handle this ____.” We will celebrate how strong we are and how resilient we have become.

Every morning it’s the same. Coffee and memories fill my cup.
And I’ve been thinking that I should learn how to do something new with my time – dig my hands in the dirt, build something that works, get all my loose ends tied.
Open my window, birds still sing.
I want to learn all of their songs, sometime this century till the water washes us away.

From “Up In The Clouds” by Sarah Jarosz